Ashman

anyone got a link where I can download this please? Am using a mac

Cheers Lens, will try fit something in here. What did you have in mind? like a hook from her? or harmony going over my rapping?

Raaaar, I haven't used Reason in years!! It was the first programme I ever used as well... well other than prior to that the ancient cu base on the Atari ST. Think the last Reason I used was 2.5Has it improved much since then? new samples etc? machines?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U4WCp9Btktc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DMHxXn3e474 Produced by Nukleus

remember last year the milwall that come down weren't expecting bare local goons at UP station alongside all the pub guys still was a next madnes I was there mate.

I am trying to get hold of an old time producer from RWD days named 'Nukleus'. Does any one have a contact for him please? facebook or whatever? Need to get hold of him asap. Safe peeps.

Win or lose.. We are still Millwall We were played all over the pitch but we look forward for when these northern cunts come down to The Den. http://news.bbc.co.uk/sport1/hi/football/eng_div_1/8934837.stm

True stories but end of the day this is only a forum, it's never gonna be bigger than it is. There are bare forums online and life is bigger than a forum, especially this one. There are just the few on here that I can talk to on a level, have a laugh with or discuss something with and actually pick something up worthwhile from. As for the rest, It's pants tbh.

I can't comment on that right now bro. Will let you knowAnd I want the Dream has now been professionally mixed tooIgnore the first post. The finished song is here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTihMivAIV4

Yeah people, I see that now. Thank you.

No, this wouldn't be happening to me if people like you and like this didn't exist tbh.

Yeah man I am liking this. One thing though, does the female singer sing more than one language throughout the song? because there are moments where i can understand what she is saying and other moments I am trying to work out what she is actually saying. Don't think it is a level problem, maybe the double tracking is making it sound unclear when she sings at a faster pace?

In fact, this forum is f*cked up. Supposed to come here for advice and support on love and life questions and all people do is judge and try make jokes of situations. I can see why this place has gone down hill and why top heads stay away.I must be lacking sense to come back here thinking heads have grown up still.

This is just it. Basically, I have forgiven the girl and taken her back. And to be honest, she is trying so hard but I just keep randomly getting so angry that I keep bringing it up or I just go off on ones because in my head it is still there. I forgive her but it's the forgetting that is the hard part. It's like I am the one making things miserable now. I do love the girl, I know she loves me, I am just finding it so difficult to move forward.Ok here is the full scenario..I met this girl from Uni, started going out in November last year. Being a single parent like me, we kinda had a lot in common (so I thought) and we were quite close. In Februrary, the Uni organised a trip to France for our history lesson, I paid for her to come with me as I thought she tried so hard to be a good mum to her little one and I cared for here a lot so thought she deserved to be treated nicely. On the first day away she ended up kissing some guy behind my back, she blanked me or argued most of the weekend and she was hanging around with the next man from my class. When we got back I told her we were finished and to go but somehow managed to work things. For months after, she still had the guy she kissed on Facebook, I told her to delete him as it affected me and she never did. Even found out she took his number and had it on her phone. Said she dont like being controlled. But then I found messages between them, with him dissing me and her basically appologising on my behalf and her dissing me to him behind my back. Still, worked through all that. (baring in mind we have met each others kids and I have grown quite fond of hers to just walk away). Then a few weeks ago she confessed to sleeping with and sucking the guy off back in february. I went nuts and called her every name under the sun, she attacked me, I did not retaliate and walked out to which she phoned me crying and begging for me to come back and that she was sorry. I went back, sorted things and forgave her. I sent him a message and threatened to kill him stopped reading here tbhthis actually disgusts mehow dare youhowf*ckingdare youeven have the audacityto threaten a plyr thats playing the game how it should be playedbecause these fickle sluts STAY OWNING YOUits beyond belief that you as a 30 year old with dependants would put yourself in this position AGAIN/ f*ck the "your too nice for your own good" fanclubthese tings stay violating him simply because HE IS THAT GUYa walking talking moving f*ck*ng violationTo be honest, it is pricks like you in this world that make it a sh*t place to be and why women and men go on like this. Yes I am 30, never cheated on a soul in my life. I ain't no player. I have values and morals. Makes me laugh that you are probably not that far behind me and think you are running game. Idiot. Grow up!

C/S Ashman just bun it.I think you need to put women on the side at the moment, like forget them for a while. Concentrate on university and your children mate, apply yourself to become a success in what you want to be. Some man (and ALOT of females) unknowingly let their issues with the opposite sex sidetrack them immensely and eventually lose focus to what they are working toward.Don't let this consume you.safe brudda

Well, I thought there were positive comments telling me that I am better than that; a nice guy and I should go and focus on my studies etc. Are they not positive comments or are people here blind?All the negatives of name calling etc are the negative comments that I choose to ignore.

Yeah I went Macdees for a chicken mayo. Should have said hello!

I have common sense, it's just I try to see too much of the good in people. It tends to blind me from the truth. But I have learnt from it. Think you are all right. I have broke up with her now. Maybe some time on my own is what I need and to focus on my studies and music again. Cheers,

Well, I'd say he was a character and would laugh too but would still be great entertainment!

p.s. safe for the positive comments. Not even taking in the negative comments still.

all of thatLOL Yeah I was in Greenwich earlier. Had to submit my portfolio I got extenuating circumstances for. Hopefully that will carry me through to my second year as if it don't then I have to retake the first year as I finished with 62%, 63%, 51% and 17% bad times. Started off so well as well.Where was you then and what was you doing in Greenwich? where did you see me?

There is nothing wrong with Key Skills. I never finished school. I was 25 when I took my Key Skills Levels 1 & 2. Now I'm at Uni. Other may cuss, but don't worry about them, you know where you come from just as I do. Chin Up gun man!

How can people be dissing me when I am bringing something fresh to the forums? why don't some of you show us some pictures or videos of your support for your teams? Oh, I forgot, you are arm chair supporters. Jokers. Buy the shirt and that's your support there. Jokers.

Naa I just thought people might understand a little more through my song to how cut up I am about this. She knew my ex wife did the dirty on em and she promised in the begining never to cheat on me. She is saying but we broke up when she slept with the guy but going back, we didn't break up, we had an argument and I deleted her from my facebook but the argument seems to have been encouraged on her behalf so she could go off and do things. We never ofically broke up or said we are having a break. As far as I am concerned, we were still together and she knows it.