Ch33kyWun

I'm 22 still.

I remember the time I told my mum to shut her mouth by accident. The words flew out my mouth and i was like Oh sh*t soon as I said it. My chest still kind of hurts where she tumped me.

I went Hornsey Girls u know. I didn't mean to, but I got caught up in the hype. Still feel kinda bad, she probably hates all black people now init.

I think the worst was when I was in yr 10. I feel proper evil till this day thinking about it. There was this one random white girl in my class. Like she didn't talk to anybody at all. Anyway we were doing this black history month task in history and she was in my group of five. So we're going to do some re-enactments and when it comes to her doing a line, she's like I'm not doing it, I don't want to be involved in this stupid task. Its not my history so why should I. Shes more suited let her do it. She was refering to me because I was the only black girl in the group. So my teacher kind of over heard and pulled her aside. Word spread round the class and soon enough my olders in sixth form heard about it too. They were obviously a bit more rough round the edges so told me I needed to teach the white girl a lesson. It was so hype, everyones like Rissy's gunna f*ck her up reh reh reh. Anyway, they basically followed me to my next class which was down the deepest part of the school. We followed the girl to the music department. My sixth form friends pulled her aside, and held her up. They literally had this girl in a head lock and were cussin her, I was kinda stood back cos I could see her tryin not to cry. Her sandwich must of fallen out of her bag like and my friend shoved it in my hand was like choke her with it. Basically I smashed it in her face and she started crying proppa loud. I never got suspended though and I feel guilty for it. She never went to teachers bout it, I think she was too shook. She never came back the next september..*sorry for the novel. lol.

Awwwwww!! How cute.

I don't ever want to see this video again.Llow it.Thats a good chunk of my teenage fantasies out the f*cking window man.

Worst nightmare... ummm... seeing that same big f*ck off moth again tonight. I came home last night drunk, crawled into bed, was trying to focus on Pitch Black... I must of dozed off a little.. looked at the tv and the f*cker was sat on the screen. The fright alone knocked all the alcohol out of my system cos I was up looking for my slippers to chuck at it like i was sober. My slipper hit it, it fell but I can't find the c*nt. I'm so tense sat in my room now. lol.

Ahhh yes. These will be my work shoes *black ones* this winter. I swear I can get some in Wood Green somewhere.

Yeh Kurious, Ive bought a little collection of them little fake ones. lolMy Mum lends me her real ones from qway back but they're not big enuff.

Been told i sound white. Sounds stupid but the person and way they said it made my blood boil differently.

Pinch, punch.

I was counting the other day and I swear theres been like 32 contestants this year alone. Mehhh.Anyway..To win I want CAROL to get that money.However..We know Brian / Twins / Liam will win. [Delete where appropriate.]If Brian wins and it comes out that he's smart *shock shock* He's going to get slated by the Sun and them papers deh.If the Twins win it, I will snipe the Big Brother people off one by one from a distance. Just because they're twins DOES NOT MEAN sh*t.If Liam wins... that can't be fair because he'll have £200,000. Hmmmm.

I'd like to smack him in the head say, "f*ck were you thinking when you added Fergie?!"Him before going "commercial" >> Now.

Its going to be a big one.

Let them kill one another and boot their parents off the island as well. This is what happens when kids don't get enough licks.

I was a barmaid for Flair Events. When ur a student anything will do trust me. lol.

Longest I've gone was one and a half days. On the Friday I did a 20 hour shift. In between that we had a hour long lunch break, but by the time I got my ticket for lunch and tried to find something decent I was running late!! Got back to work to finish my shift. After that shift, took us one hour and a bit to get back into London, by time I got home, slept for just over 2 hours. Got up at 6am to get to golders green for 8am. Didn't get no breakfast or snacks cos times were HARD. Got to Milton Keynes again, done a 19 hour shift this time. Basically same thing with the lunch happened again. *How the frig can you send 32 people to lunch at once?!!?* Was tired by time work was finished but I stayed awake at 4 in the morning to eat my supereme Burger Meal.

Yeh some editors should be shot for putting the ending at the beginning. Idiots.Also.. No. I havent read that book yet. Need to get some more books in mayn.

I love this woman! She is too Hawt. Attitude, looks, figure.. everything!

I look forward to moving out in 2008. Hopefully I'll have directed some more so my career can move ON!! Thank frig.Achievements this year: making connections, and furthering my work. And settling down. Woo. I'm happy.

Brooke Hogan feat. Beenie Man - HeavenThis girl is so under-rated. Her album was aight.

Poor girl was nervous.

Oh I saw this preview *kinda* in the cinema when I saw Bourne Ultimatum. Looks so good!!

Carnival didn't seem all that tip top for me this year. I didn't hear that much dancehall, the soca was good although I've been listening to it all year round, GT and Stormin doin their little ting at Virgo sounds was good.. Funky House >>>> ____. Ummmm... Rasta Camp was SICK, my dad was skankin differently. But the Drum n Bass section for me, topped everything, safe to the white guy sharin his zoot and alize with me. I might be goin Leeds Carnival next year instead. Nottinghill Carnival was missing something this year. And yeh the jailbait levels were up. Had to shove one breh away from my sister. Bout he's trying to get her attention right in front of my folks. Llow it.