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drugs are bad! lol. i dont think that although i have recently started paying attention to my dreams because they usually come true. i dreamt of my exam grades before i got them. & some of my grades for my c/ws. 1 dream worries me tho & i hope that one wont come true. i dreamt i was murdered & u know when you are sort of awake but sleeping and i could see my body next to me on the bed. 2wks later my mum rings me and tells me my little brother is very upset cause he dremt i had been murdered. kinda freaky still so i pray this one will not come true.

lol. you know the blond girl married to the black guy with the afro from my name is earl?? i love her accent!! even if shes putting it on i like it still. no lesbo lol

did u realli just make this up on the spot?? its realli good I go for a more pretentious "artistic" approach cuz i'm not a 'troubled' writing like most acclaimed wordsmithsyours are pretty raw though i can see itits good still. i mostly write when i am feeling strong emotions because that is when i am mostly inspired and sometimes its hard to find someone to talk to because after all PAPER IS MORE PATIENT THAN MAN. & lately sorrow & hurt has been my top emotion so most of my poems are dark lol

ooh ye them counties there. my accent used to be strong now it is disappearing. but everytime i go on holiday i pick it up sooo quick. to make it worse i am usually in randfontein where there are main afrikaans speaking people and that accent is stronger

Thats good, can tell the raw emotion.thank you. felt a bit better after letting it out. writing helps sometimes..

lolrecording myself!!! no thanx!!

audio or you dont have a voicehuh? im sorry i dont hey what you mean you too ephren i dont understand what you are referring to

Home counties yea?whet?

i cantestify on that 1!!! it was horrible lol. i tiried to be brave but it ony got worse lol never again. just a waste of money realli.

oh wow. i have a slight south african accent thenk u very much people!!!i love the london and birmingham (on boys only tho tooo sexy) accents. i also love the afrikaans accent on guys as well i find it mmm. and just normal english accent without a distinct dialect

i wrote this today and just edited it as i wrote it down so it might be a bit shyte. im having a very bad day..I am so sadI am so madBut i guess i am more sadSorrow threatens to tear my heart in halfBut i don't know if tears can express this enoughI can't I won'tI willI already haveThis strength i thought in my heart i saveIs goneIts long gone..Because my heart is coldStone coldSlowlySurelyI fallA long painful fallInto a pit so deepAll i want is to weepThe feeling so heavy on my chestWhere my ever so stone cold heart restsI keep fallingStill fallingMy eyes i closeThis feeling so dark and yet i choseOr so i choseI suppose..But who cares?For this pain noone sharesBut meNot weSo i fallAnd I landBut i cant standThis feeling is oh sooo heavyOn my back it is so heavyIn my stone heart it is heavyI don't know if i can escapeIf i can be meAnd be freeFrom feeling of DEFEAT

alsowhores need to stop getting pregnant on a whim for 1- leverage with the male 2- leverage with the council 3- to fill the void in there life 4-because they refuse to take responsibility for there actions (the xmas party disclaimer)in short they shud stop seeing children as last minute accesories and a short cut to a better life for themselves,then u will have more planned pregnancy between TWO stable adults who will both have a interest in raising the yuke,and the means with which to do so.in short the state system of free housing and benefit for whores needs to stop,its ridiculous.however i am pro life,so i believe women shud be automatically sterilised if they go for a second abortion.my policies are hardline but tbh a vote for social is a vote for yr futurei actually loathe people who do this. its very selfish and unfair on the baby & tax payers lol!! they are brought into loveless relationships, broken homes and are usually neglected when they fail to make that 'illusion' of making the baby daddy stay actually happen.its sad. so many babies having babies and they do not realise that it will only cause more problems. especially with the uk having a very high teenage pregnancy rate. i just dont understand why someone would want to raise a child when they can barely take care of themeselves. its very easy to reproduce but extremely hard to be a parent.

wow. what inspired this if i may ask. its really good. i actually want to read more!!!!!

no problem :)i tried an epilator once. the pain is unbeaable!!! those things are bloody awful! spent £40 on it as well! it yanks out the hair sort of like a tweezer but it grabs more hairs at one time. & for those that prefer to shave their private to keep the area bump free you can use a stick/solid deodorant (NOT spray or roll on) on the shaved part. sounds weird but it works!!!

ye u can use any removal cream you just have to make sure you dont put it on the inside cause its really sensitive area and it can burn. you can use tissue to cover just to make exta sure it doesnt go there. i use sally hansen the extra sensitive one its the green bottle. i think its really good & it removes the hair nicely and keeps it tidy. my friend now uses that one too & it works for her 2

you are scaring me...

Proper smooth for like week and a half maybe 2, its annoyin when the hair grows back tho cos you have to wait til its a certain length before you can get it done again. I might just trim and maintain instead. Trust me the novelty of waxing soon wears off.And David, you dont get your minge out they just pull your knickers to one sideim sacred of waxing. my cousin told me it killed & i watched this doc where this woman was ripped nicely. i prefer hair remover its easer,, quicker & i can do it as often as required & myself without having to bear it all to them people lol. it stays short longer than shaving altho not as long as waxing tho

And you thought I wouldn't know. It's very possible I have seen you. My uni house is between Swan Lane and Walsgrave Road, but I always tend to catch the 27 bus from the station to the bank section of that road.You actually live in Cov or you go uni there?realli! no ways. i catch the 27 from my house coz when i do leave the house i am usually going out of cov so i will be going to the train station, if not i would rather walk to town. i live in coventry still. i go UNI IN LOUGHOROUGH though so i am not usually around except holidays and some weekendsIzzzit?As in SW9, off coldharbour lane?no its LE11 lol. u are talking about my uni right? its between leicester and nottingham. i remember my friends telling me there is a place called loughborough somewhere in london.There's a place in Brixton called Loughborough Junction. Not sure where exactly in Brixton it is though.lmao LE11 yknow..But yea Titan we talkin bout same place...lol sounds different when its not a london postcode hey!!!

And you thought I wouldn't know. It's very possible I have seen you. My uni house is between Swan Lane and Walsgrave Road, but I always tend to catch the 27 bus from the station to the bank section of that road.You actually live in Cov or you go uni there?realli! no ways. i catch the 27 from my house coz when i do leave the house i am usually going out of cov so i will be going to the train station, if not i would rather walk to town. i live in coventry still. i go UNI IN LOUGHOROUGH though so i am not usually around except holidays and some weekendsIzzzit?As in SW9, off coldharbour lane?no its LE11 lol. u are talking about my uni right? its between leicester and nottingham. i remember my friends telling me there is a place called loughborough somewhere in london.There's a place in Brixton called Loughborough Junction. Not sure where exactly in Brixton it is though.ooooh. no. loughborough is a town in east midlands.

i know i was thinking that too but waiting for someone to say it before me lol

And you thought I wouldn't know. It's very possible I have seen you. My uni house is between Swan Lane and Walsgrave Road, but I always tend to catch the 27 bus from the station to the bank section of that road.You actually live in Cov or you go uni there?realli! no ways. i catch the 27 from my house coz when i do leave the house i am usually going out of cov so i will be going to the train station, if not i would rather walk to town. i live in coventry still. i go UNI IN LOUGHOROUGH though so i am not usually around except holidays and some weekendsIzzzit?As in SW9, off coldharbour lane?no its LE11 lol. u are talking about my uni right? its between leicester and nottingham. i remember my friends telling me there is a place called loughborough somewhere in london.

And you thought I wouldn't know. It's very possible I have seen you. My uni house is between Swan Lane and Walsgrave Road, but I always tend to catch the 27 bus from the station to the bank section of that road.You actually live in Cov or you go uni there?realli! no ways. i catch the 27 from my house coz when i do leave the house i am usually going out of cov so i will be going to the train station, if not i would rather walk to town. i live in coventry still. i go uni in loughborough though so i am not usually around except holidays and some weekends

oh my Lord that sounds vile! did he actually do that??

that girl was CLEARLY cheating on her man. why was she texting saying such stuff if she had a man?? & kissing?? i think kissing somtimes is worse than a man just going in 2secs and leaving lol. kissing shows affection & their saliva stays in your mouth i think its like 6mnths! imagine all those people's salive you have in your mouth nasty. remember i said SOMETIMES lol. people always think that cheating is just intercourse which is wrong wrong wrong. i think my guy having feelngs for another girl & not sleeping with her is the worse kind of cheating really. my guys sleeping with a girl & no feelings is still cheating & still awful esp if its just that 1 girl coz it will eventually lead to feelings as well. kissing is cheating! taking numbers is not cheating but is desrespectful and can lead to cheating. dancing is fine as long as im not same place. looking at other girls is not except when im right next to you then its disrectful & can lead to problems. i dont understand why some girls stress when they are told their man was looking at girls in a club. i mean come on i look to!! as long as hes/ i am not touching!! just i think if i am with someone WE have both agreed to be in that relationship. so if he is going around giving his affection & his sexy body to other girls then what is the point of being in a relationship? anything that can lead to the confusion of anything either than an innocent friendship with other girls is cheating.its hard to explain becase different people can tolerate differnt things so in order for all relationships to work COMMUNICATION is VITAL.

what did she say this time?? and what did you do??