I have fallen out with my best friend that I have known since I was 3 years old. I have been firm friends with her for nearly twenty years. This girl is in every memory.As they say, there is three sides of every story. My side. Their side and then the truth. Therefore I am not going to explain the situation as it may not be entirely accurate.I have not spoken to her in months and months. I have not seen her in months and months. We live one road away from each other.Even though I have felt slighted, sometimes you have to just say f*ck it, I miss you, let's not break up. This is us.It is stressing me out and I need to make sure everything is fine for my own peace of mind.If you don't ever forgive properly then you will never forget. We only remember the good or bad things that happen to us an individuals. Nothing in between.