When I was younger one girl I was beating had an abortion I couldn't have a kid at 16 weren't in the right mental state also she was a how too. That's the day I really slipped. But she use to mess up her pull like forget to take it take anti bioxtics which made it all weaker. I didn't even go with her she went with her sis.. At times I think its bad but I would of had a bm like the ones on Jeremy Kyle