Past year or so two pwople that I was close to got diagnosed with this. f*cked how when you don't know or experience it, it seems like nothing. Just some sadness, emotion, something that'll pass. Should see someone about it, or the very least talk to someone close to you, let them know. Start of 2009 my friend of mine got diagnosed with it. Past two years felt like twenty but he's finally seeing the upside to things again. Hope you got support/loyalty around you.