Cipher Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 My lfie has taken another unprecedented turn for the shocking.Things have gotten so bad in the last few months its a joke.I seriously cannot see the point of me being alive anymore.There literally is, NO POINT in me waking up tomorrow. We will have a full house at work so i wont even be needed there.Last 2 months, broke up with my girlfriend, my aunt has died, my uncle has died, one of my best friends died, and my cousin is in hospital severly injured and may die. What the f*ck, how can I lose so many peopel close to me like that. In such a short space of time.I have basically not left the house much in the last two weeks because I havent really wanted to speak to anyone.Its f*cking pathetic.About 10 minutes ago I was actually wishing I would get hit by a truck or bus or something. Or that a piano would fall through the roof and crush me.I seriously see no absolute way that my life could be worse at this moment.Might take a stroll through Peckham in my hoodie that says "Brixton" across it. Hope someoen duppies me.I seriously cannot think of anything to do to cheer myself up. WHAT THE f*ck MAN*listens to three little birds*..What do you do when you need to not feel like sh*t?...any ...suggestions? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LemonGuy Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 I go and clear downstairs.Flat trolley Joey.Come we go paintballing, it'll be fun. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyOG Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 Firstly I know its corny but where there is life, there is hope. As long as you're alive there is a point whether you know it or not. I have been suicidal. I got counselling but that doesnt always help. Talk to someone. Set out some goals to accomplish just to keep your mind off things that make you feel low. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Benicio del Toney Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 Firstly I know its corny but where there is life, there is hope. As long as you're alive there is a point whether you know it or not. I have been suicidal. I got counselling but that doesnt always help. Talk to someone. Set out some goals to accomplish just to keep your mind off things that make you feel low. For what reason? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Scorpzz Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 fam i feel yr pain.ive been in this ''f*ck the wrld'' type of mood for the last couple months.most of the time i just drown myself in depressing music., turn my phone off, lay back and give myself pipe dreams/goals for the future. doesnt rly help the situation tbh but the music helps me relate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
qks Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 koolmail me your computer before you gosafe Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cipher Posted February 6, 2008 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 fam i feel yr pain.most of the time i just drown myself in depressing music., turn my phone off, lay back and give myself pipe dreams/goals for the future. doesnt rly help the situation tbh but the music helps me relate.Same man.Phone has actually been off for liek 2 or 3 straight weeks, only turn it on for the alarm.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyOG Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 Firstly I know its corny but where there is life, there is hope. As long as you're alive there is a point whether you know it or not. I have been suicidal. I got counselling but that doesnt always help. Talk to someone. Set out some goals to accomplish just to keep your mind off things that make you feel low. For what reason?It was at the beginning of 07 when past events in my life that I had been suppressing just caught up with me. Some sh*t went down and I exploded. Couldn't take it anymore so I tried to overdose but I woke up the next morning. So I started seeing a shrink. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cipher Posted February 6, 2008 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 koolmail me your computer before you gosafeWouldnt even want my computer fam.d/c every 5 minutes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Benicio del Toney Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 Firstly I know its corny but where there is life, there is hope. As long as you're alive there is a point whether you know it or not. I have been suicidal. I got counselling but that doesnt always help. Talk to someone. Set out some goals to accomplish just to keep your mind off things that make you feel low. For what reason?It was at the beginning of 07 when past events in my life that I had been suppressing just caught up with me. Some sh*t went down and I exploded. Couldn't take it anymore so I tried to overdose but I woke up the next morning. So I started seeing a shrink. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lenny Jr. Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 Might take a stroll through Peckham in my hoodie that says "Brixton" across it. Hope someoen duppies me. Couldnt help but laughBut i feel for you famTheres no real solution as i found out, Music does help though.What happened with your girl fam? wasnt long ago you were mentioning her on vip2 and that Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ShowermanSamuel Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 You sound depressed, not mad depressed but on the borders of it. You've taken a lot of blows to the mindset so don't feel shamed by it.Try doing some excercise to get the endorphins pumping and force a positive outlook on things.If that don't work go see ur doctor. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sub_Zero Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 Cipher your on the level and things always pick up for decent people so you'll be fine. Hope things start getting better sooner rather than later. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
clark_kent Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 fam i feel yr pain.ive been in this ''f*ck the wrld'' type of mood for the last couple months.most of the time i just drown myself in depressing music., turn my phone off, lay back and give myself pipe dreams/goals for the future. doesnt rly help the situation tbh but the music helps me relate.das me all over Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
clark_kent Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 ill send my sis round to cheer u up Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
qks Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 koolmail me your computer before you gosafeWouldnt even want my computer fam.d/c every 5 minutes.was onlypissng about stilli know how ur feeling tho been like that with me for awhile now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Seriouss Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 You need to do things to keep yourself occupied. If you do a boring job it won't help, if you follow a routine it won't help. Have you tried talking to anyone? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JLovely Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 Might take a stroll through Peckham in my hoodie that says "Brixton" across it. Hope someoen duppies me. Couldnt help but laughBut i feel for you famTheres no real solution as i found out, Music does help though.What happened with your girl fam? wasnt long ago you were mentioning her on vip2 and thatYh sorry but I laughed too. But yeah there is always good somewhere truss me. Don't sit in your house and dwell you need to speak to someone and keep active! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cipher Posted February 6, 2008 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 Might take a stroll through Peckham in my hoodie that says "Brixton" across it. Hope someoen duppies me. Couldnt help but laughBut i feel for you famTheres no real solution as i found out, Music does help though.What happened with your girl fam? wasnt long ago you were mentioning her on vip2 and thatWe had been arguin for a while, and we just, split up.Im too mature etc apparently, and shes too immature....we were originally sposed to get back together, well, according to her, But I am by no means an Idiot and knew it wouldnt happen. So never got my hopes up. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cipher Posted February 6, 2008 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 Cipher your on the level and things always pick up for decent people so you'll be fine. Hope things start getting better sooner rather than later.Thanks man...I know I always think things willg et better, but its just the getting there that is the problem :S..ill send my sis round to cheer u up ThanksYou need to do things to keep yourself occupied. If you do a boring job it won't help, if you follow a routine it won't help. Have you tried talking to anyone?My job is aight you know, people are cool here, though thwork is a bit monotonous..this is probably as far as I've gone in terms of talking about it.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cipher Posted February 6, 2008 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 You sound depressed, not mad depressed but on the borders of it. You've taken a lot of blows to the mindset so don't feel shamed by it.Try doing some excercise to get the endorphins pumping and force a positive outlook on things.If that don't work go see ur doctor.Yeh the music + this thread is helpng a lot actually still.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Seriouss Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 Music and exercise does actually help - its sounds so cliche but its true. The main thing is doing stuff - don't get in the trap of sitting around and wallowing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Scorpzz Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 serious back him shines init. take LL with you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Numero001 Posted February 6, 2008 Report Share Posted February 6, 2008 Swear you was at work yesterday fam? Do you mean you dont go out other than work?Anyway, yeah certain times life just seems pointless, especially in a society where we are bred to work then work for just under 40 years if we make it. Feels like its not how life should be.But theres always good things ahead and you'll wonder why you was so depressed. But on a real thats bare sh*t to deal with.Listen to some concious reggae, mon. That sh*t will put you in a good mood Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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