Ashman. Posted February 7, 2008 Report Share Posted February 7, 2008 My lfie has taken another unprecedented turn for the shocking.Things have gotten so bad in the last few months its a joke.I seriously cannot see the point of me being alive anymore.There literally is, NO POINT in me waking up tomorrow. We will have a full house at work so i wont even be needed there.Last 2 months, broke up with my girlfriend, my aunt has died, my uncle has died, one of my best friends died, and my cousin is in hospital severly injured and may die. What the f*ck, how can I lose so many peopel close to me like that. In such a short space of time.I have basically not left the house much in the last two weeks because I havent really wanted to speak to anyone.Its f*cking pathetic.About 10 minutes ago I was actually wishing I would get hit by a truck or bus or something. Or that a piano would fall through the roof and crush me.I seriously see no absolute way that my life could be worse at this moment.Might take a stroll through Peckham in my hoodie that says "Brixton" across it. Hope someoen duppies me.I seriously cannot think of anything to do to cheer myself up. WHAT THE f*ck MAN*listens to three little birds*..What do you do when you need to not feel like sh*t?...any ...suggestions?What are you moaning about thinking you are hard done by the world (taste your own dish)Yes these people you know have sadly passed, but you are going on like you are one of them, when you ain't.How do you think these people will feel if they see you not appreciating the extra time alive they never got. (more your bredrin in this case)Yes fellow soldiers get lenged down but if you are going to win the war you have to keep pushing on, Push forward soldier. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Badman Posted February 7, 2008 Report Share Posted February 7, 2008 I understand you bro,not that I have felt suicidal before but I have seen how it can affect people when they aredo what you gota do, express the way you feel, its good to talk about it also not to keep it bottled inside all the best Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Seriouss Posted February 7, 2008 Report Share Posted February 7, 2008 Am I the only happy person on this board?(No unsympathetico)No, I'm pretty chirpy today. But everyone has phases when they are down. Its riding them out till you get to a happy point again! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nyeleman Posted February 7, 2008 Report Share Posted February 7, 2008 Try volunteering and helping underpriviledged people. It will help you because sometimes to appreciate life you have to see how others have little but appreciate it by far. Everytime i feel depressed and all i always make a trip to Africa, not city life africa but rural life africa because meeting down to Earth people that have nothing but love life always humbles me. Suicide is a cowards option they are people on this planet with some serious problems than that. People die and girlfriends leave that sh*t happens to a lot of people it doesn't mean it's the end of the world. If you kill yourself you will be giving the same amount of pain to someone else just like you felt when your friend and relatives died, Am pretty sure they wouldn't want you to kill yourself. You are doing yourself wrong but sitting and not doing anything because an idle mind is like the wind for the boat of depression . Stay active , read books, play music or work hard at some job. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Scorpzz Posted February 7, 2008 Report Share Posted February 7, 2008 i see where people are coming from with the 'theres people in the world that are suffering more' talk but imo obviously my heart burns for them but that still doesnt make yr situation better.just cause you got stabbed and another person had his arms cut off it doesn't mean that you can just look at them and say oh his injury is worse, let me stop complaining about mine.the pains still thereimo. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Train Posted February 7, 2008 Report Share Posted February 7, 2008 Get a 10 pound note, and write on it, 'If you accept this note, your a c*ck'. Then hand it over at the Tescos till when paying for your goods, cheers you up SO MUCH.Obviously you can change what you write according to how depressed you are, but it always works.ORBuy a new chip for one of your spare phones. Write your number on one of your notes, spend it, then wait for someone to call you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Seriouss Posted February 7, 2008 Report Share Posted February 7, 2008 I was happy anyway but those ideas are going to make this day the best ever. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FACE OFF Posted February 7, 2008 Report Share Posted February 7, 2008 *plays suicidal thoughts by biggie smalls*none of you man can EVER say im lost in life cos i have never wanted to done my life lmfao Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nyeleman Posted February 7, 2008 Report Share Posted February 7, 2008 Dude needs to man upI have never gotten the logic of suicide being an escape. From the words of dieing people and near death experience i am convinced whatever waits after death is not a joke . Life is never appreciated until it's gone or almost over. Heres my second advice postpone killing yourself for a couple of years and see if you will want to still kill yourself then, i guarantee you won't .....i know because i almost killed myself over silly stuff in 2003. Looking back i learnt that was one emotionally unstable period and if i had gone ahead it would have been a big mistake. Life gets better it's just patience thats required., a f*cked up situation doesn't last for long theres always a silver lining at every dark cloud. Man up you won't regret it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Flat Eric Posted February 7, 2008 Report Share Posted February 7, 2008 Or that a piano would fall through the roof and crush me.Couldn't help but laugh.The image.Some cartoon sh*t.And the sound you hear when it lands.lmao..thinking about it is too much.But yeh..suicide is bad. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cipher Posted February 7, 2008 Author Report Share Posted February 7, 2008 Dude needs to man upI have never gotten the logic of suicide being an escape. From the words of dieing people and near death experience i am convinced whatever waits after death is not a joke . Life is never appreciated until it's gone or almost over. Heres my second advice postpone killing yourself for a couple of years and see if you will want to still kill yourself then, i guarantee you won't .....i know because i almost killed myself over silly stuff in 2003. Looking back i learnt that was one emotionally unstable period and if i had gone ahead it would have been a big mistake. Life gets better it's just patience thats required., a f*cked up situation doesn't last for long theres always a silver lining at every dark cloud. Man up you won't regret itlol @ tellin me to man up...dont like, get it twisted, I'm not sittin on the floor weeping and sobbing. Nor am I seriously contemplating killing myself, hence the Piano, Peckham etc....rather than something like slitting my wrists...I am just voicing that at the moment, to be dead seems a lot easier than being alive...To me anyway, that is why it is logical as an escape.I am aware that many times there can be a silver lining, but a lot of times, there isn't.....but meh..I appreciate your advice all the same though, safe.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FACE OFF Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 f*ck it man has to go church im not even rampin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
i_Break_Ankles Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 f*ck it man has to go church im not even rampinCan't believe people still do this Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
smaddy Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 f*ck it man has to go church im not even rampinCan't believe people still do thispsalm 1, verse1"blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful"if u dont go to church, read your scriptureyour spirit/soul/mind is not at rest affmanany time anyone gives a mention to church or god you got something to sayif you got problems, dont try and convince everyone else to your side of thinkin, be happy with what YOU believebut i feel its cos ur not happy, u hype it all the time Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
i_Break_Ankles Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 f*ck it man has to go church im not even rampinCan't believe people still do thispsalm 1, verse1"blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful"if u dont go to church, read your scriptureyour spirit/soul/mind is not at rest affmanany time anyone gives a mention to church or god you got something to sayif you got problems, dont try and convince everyone else to your side of thinkin, be happy with what YOU believebut i feel its cos ur not happy, u hype it all the timeWOW...guess we all learn suttin new everyday init.Yes I'm really fed up with all that bullshit, and the fact that I wasted alotta time in my earlier years with it has got me really, really angry.When I look back at my teens I realised that I was lied to differently, but I find it worse when I see my youngers developing that arrogant Christian attitude.So how I see it:Little Red Riding Hood= Great storyThree Little Pigs= Great storyTHE BIBLE= Great storyBut just cos they are great stories doesn't mean they're true.Religion, and even ''faith'' are very unhealthy, trust me, I KNOW!Faith in ''God''= Denial of the obviousTrue stories Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
smaddy Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 f*ck it man has to go church im not even rampinCan't believe people still do thispsalm 1, verse1"blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful"if u dont go to church, read your scriptureyour spirit/soul/mind is not at rest affmanany time anyone gives a mention to church or god you got something to sayif you got problems, dont try and convince everyone else to your side of thinkin, be happy with what YOU believebut i feel its cos ur not happy, u hype it all the time WOW...guess we all learn suttin new everyday init.Yes I'm really fed up with all that bullshit, and the fact that I wasted alotta time in my earlier years with it has got me really, really angry.When I look back at my teens I realised that I was lied to differently, but I find it worse when I see my youngers developing that arrogant Christian attitude.So how I see it:Little Red Riding Hood= Great storyThree Little Pigs= Great storyTHE BIBLE= Great storyBut just cos they are great stories doesn't mean they're true.Religion, and even ''faith'' are very unhealthy, trust me, I KNOW!Faith in ''God''= Denial of the obviousTrue stories dunno if that was sarcasm or whatdamn straight, but there are lessons to be learnt from all a dem Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
i_Break_Ankles Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 f*ck it man has to go church im not even rampinCan't believe people still do thispsalm 1, verse1"blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful"if u dont go to church, read your scriptureyour spirit/soul/mind is not at rest affmanany time anyone gives a mention to church or god you got something to sayif you got problems, dont try and convince everyone else to your side of thinkin, be happy with what YOU believebut i feel its cos ur not happy, u hype it all the time WOW...guess we all learn suttin new everyday init.Yes I'm really fed up with all that bullshit, and the fact that I wasted alotta time in my earlier years with it has got me really, really angry.When I look back at my teens I realised that I was lied to differently, but I find it worse when I see my youngers developing that arrogant Christian attitude.So how I see it:Little Red Riding Hood= Great storyThree Little Pigs= Great storyTHE BIBLE= Great storyBut just cos they are great stories doesn't mean they're true.Religion, and even ''faith'' are very unhealthy, trust me, I KNOW!Faith in ''God''= Denial of the obviousTrue stories dunno if that was sarcasm or whatdamn straight, but there are lessons to be learnt from all a dem I was LOL, Jamoes Yes, but I refuse to go by the Bible, any old-school tabloid Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
smaddy Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 ignorant affanyway, im not forcin nuttin on udo you innit, thats the best way to live your life Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
i_Break_Ankles Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 ignorant affanyway, im not forcin nuttin on udo you innit, thats the best way to live your lifeIgnorant? How???And yeh Imma do me, but Im angry I didn't do it earlier, so Imma keep screwin about it, thats how it is init.Even my fam are kinda worried, my mum said ''Don't let the devil fool you''. I just told her boi ''if me learning to think outside of the box is the devil fooling me then so be it''.You live, and you die, simple. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Social Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 ignorant affanyway, im not forcin nuttin on udo you innit, thats the best way to live your lifeIgnorant? How???And yeh Imma do me, but Im angry I didn't do it earlier, so Imma keep screwin about it, thats how it is init.Even my fam are kinda worried, my mum said ''Don't let the devil fool you''. I just told her boi ''if me learning to think outside of the box is the devil fooling me then so be it''.You live, and you die, simple.shud listen to yr mother fam,she is spitting some real talk bars Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
i_Break_Ankles Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 ignorant affanyway, im not forcin nuttin on udo you innit, thats the best way to live your lifeIgnorant? How???And yeh Imma do me, but Im angry I didn't do it earlier, so Imma keep screwin about it, thats how it is init.Even my fam are kinda worried, my mum said ''Don't let the devil fool you''. I just told her boi ''if me learning to think outside of the box is the devil fooling me then so be it''.You live, and you die, simple.shud listen to yr mother fam,she is spitting some real talk barsBoi, that religious rubbish ain't good for me still, maybe for her and everyone else, but not me.Nothing more than ancient mythology, how can you disagree there? How can stories from the Bible be more realistic that f*ckin, psssh, I dunno, Star Trek? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LuLu Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 Boi, that religious rubbish ain't good for me still, maybe for her and everyone else, but not me.Nothing more than ancient mythology, how can you disagree there? How can stories from the Bible be more realistic that f*ckin, psssh, I dunno, Star Trek?lol so true Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Social Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 like smaddy said just do yr thing int Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
i_Break_Ankles Posted February 8, 2008 Report Share Posted February 8, 2008 like smaddy said just do yr thing intLOL funny guyI dun lost mines time ago, now that is what I call ''saved'' Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyOG Posted February 9, 2008 Report Share Posted February 9, 2008 IBA when did you stop believing in God? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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