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So I was with one of my boys earlier just rollin like normal, so then we started discussin time back in the day. So he brought up the secondary school we was at and somehow we raised up a conver about one kid at school with us. Man used to get picked on nuff by everyone, I'm sure even I used to just air him out and tell man to move off sometimes. As good as most our school year used to bully him. Man used to have very few friends so when he tried coming near the 'well known' peeps he used to get told to know his role. Man was like an outcast.So while discussin him my boy drops "yeah he had a good turnout... was given a good send off for his funeral innit". I stopped for a second and thought raahhhh man passed and an he was same age as me (he passed about two and a bit years back, only 16 or 17), I went to the funeral as well as pier others who we were at school with.Basically point of the topic is, would you see it as hyporcitical for all the mans (including me) who used to air him out / pick on him to attend his funeral? AND You ever felt badmind for doing something like picking on someone or saying something and then regretting / realising later on you can't make up for it at all?

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Basically point of the topic is, would you see it as hyporcitical for all the mans (including me) who used to air him out / pick on him to attend his funeral?
I ain't gonna lie, ages ago I USED to think like, "Hold on, those people didn't really concern themselves about those guys when they were alive, but you still turn up to their funeral anyway seen"But now I understand. Truesay that turning up in regret of your actions is actually the right thing to do (I'd say). I agree with this post:
people change alot after secondary school. You realise how much of a d*ckhead you were to others etcthere is no shame turning up in regret of your actions
AND You ever felt badmind for doing something like picking on someone or saying something and then regretting / realising later on you can't make up for it at all?
Yes, sometimes.
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Was at same college. One Monday morning we turn up to find he passed in his sleep, man had Meningitis or something but they didn't find out till it was too late. So it was all kind of sudden.He used to get picked on cos he wasn't 'cool', he just didn't fit in. He'd try to make an attempt but socialising with people wasn't his strongest quality. So people used to take it to another level, give him grief, make him the butt of the jokes etc.I can remember quite a few incidents still involving him. Revs is right people change, not only after secondary school but just as your grow through secondart school cos when some mans used to pick on him for nothing I used to step in on his behalf. Whereas when I was younger I probably would have laughed in his boat and thinking about it how small would man felt?

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I use to boy off alot of people in school.Alot of people attempted to chat sh*t to me aswell.Now these people wanna be friends with man...... nah nah.They didn't have the guts to say things to my face in school, so why are they trying to bread now.I can't lie though, Certain girls form my school definatly blossomed after school.One girl was a semi sket, now shes a full on one... i was creasin when i last saw her.

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Same thing happened to me. One boy Scott Walker who lived at the end of my road used to get terrored on a regs. My bredrins little brothers shoved him in a bush and took his p's the week before his dad got drunk, licked his head with a hammer, and tried to hide his body in the dishwasher. All because his mum had left.22s all my neighbors are on my door like aint u comin to the funeral????and told me i was deep for not going. But i didn't like him soooooo.

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I can't lie though, Certain girls form my school definatly blossomed after school.
TrustttOne girl from secondary school who was on my nuts...I used to air her so so much.See her the other day...woooyyyy...She's got a man now and they've been together for 2+ years.Pissed = Me. biggrin.gifServes me right anyway
hopefully u'll take karma more seriously from now lol
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Sometime you go too far still when you are caught up in the moment.There were a few people we used to go too far rinsing, certain time we had to clock and say to each other, rah suppose man killed himself or come to the school on some columbine murder sh*t lol.Kids sometimes dont clock the severity of a situation.

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Sometime you go too far still when you are caught up in the moment.There were a few people we used to go too far rinsing, certain time we had to clock and say to each other, rah suppose man killed himself or come to the school on some columbine murder sh*t lol.Kids sometimes dont clock the severity of a situation.
I heard about something very similar happening to some acquaintances. Boyed this kid for years, then the guy killed himself.
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One boy who died. He had the worst upbringin', had a f*ckries foster parent, got bullied at school, never had enough to eat, used to jack so he could eat buy average clothes when he was in school, foster parents used to teef his money, but he felt loyal to them. His friends bullied him, he used to fight alot, spent most of his post 16 life in Youth detention, turned very violent. Mother killed herself when he was a baby.Then at his funeral about 250-300 black people from Hackney turn up, pretending to cry n sh!t, "he held it up he was a soldier" type rubbish, it seemed like it was a Hackney gathering just a whos who, like its a ghetto film premier, some people who knew him did'nt care too tuff "boy thats him innit, what u got any tracks for my mixtape blud" but still attended the funeral. In 2004 I said fcuk Hackney, for many reasons, coz when your dead Hackney people wanna turn up for the food and coz they have no where to go that day...CUNTS

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I turned up out of a respect thing. I never disliked the kid and I was never a bully, if anything I defended him more than picked on him but still that's not enough cos the times I was badmind it must have left man small. After the initial twatish behaviour on my part I realised I'm no different, I'm any neek too, I still am!I feel for them man who rinsed him 5 years non stop and had nerve to attend his funeral.

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One boy who died. He had the worst upbringin', had a f*ckries foster parent, got bullied at school, never had enough to eat, used to jack so he could eat buy average clothes when he was in school, foster parents used to teef his money, but he felt loyal to them. His friends bullied him, he used to fight alot, spent most of his post 16 life in Youth detention, turned very violent. Mother killed herself when he was a baby.Then at his funeral about 250-300 black people from Hackney turn up, pretending to cry n sh!t, "he held it up he was a soldier" type rubbish, it seemed like it was a Hackney gathering just a whos who, like its a ghetto film premier, some people who knew him did'nt care too tuff "boy thats him innit, what u got any tracks for my mixtape blud" but still attended the funeral. In 2004 I said fcuk Hackney, for many reasons, coz when your dead Hackney people wanna turn up for the food and coz they have no where to go that day...CUNTS
nah thats real prickishpeople have no f*ckin respecti hope cunts that do that die a slow and overly painful death
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If you weren't friends with someone or cool wiht them, why turn up to the funeral?One girl at my college died from Ashthma not too long ago. My friend told me about it. Then another friend told me about it, and said she as calling to tell me when and where the funeral was so I could go. I told her straight, whilst it's pissed it happened to her, she and I weren't friends, so there was no point going to it. I would feel like it was disrespect for some reason. Apparently a lot of people from my college went, and I know there were probably some people that didn't like her but turned up to seem like they actaully cared and save face.

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Thats deepMore time i wouldnt turn up, Only if i ws a good friend or family memberI rmember when i was in year 9, i came into school hearing somebody from the year above me had died.I thought rah, but didnt know who it was so got on with the day. Got into my registration lesson now and then y form teacher announces to the class "as you all know theres rumours that sumbody had died.. blah blah blah, Vanessa Golding passed away last night"I was SHOCKED. Turns out she went to my primary school and was local. Died from inhaling suttinhttp://www.highbeam.com/doc/1P2-3208577.html

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