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aint smoked weed in a month and i feel more paranoid then i ever have in my life its ridiculous, and every night im having f*cked up dreams where i kill someone/watch someone get run over or beaten up/have sex with a butters girl/fight my friends/etc just puts me in a bad mood from when i wake up
MateIm experiencing something similar, started after about 3 days of not smoking and Im now at 7. Been on it a lot this year since I split with my ex in Jan. Infact this last week is the longest Ive not smoked this whole year :D well overdue and last night turned down a couple of spliffs just to keep it going.Im not paranoid atall but almost every night I have a crazy dream. The only constant in the dreams is that I experience negative emotions namely anger and/or fear and/or anxiety. Last night I was angry and beating some guy up, night before I was fighting a giant snake and scared shitless.Not very reassuring to hear you are still getting these dreams.
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I wish I never knew love :D
I relate.Sometimes I think it would be easier never to have had an intense love and hence not to have had the heartache afterwards, and also not to know what I now dont have.BUT when you look at the pros and cons Im certain that it was overall a positive experience. The good times outweigh the bad, the positive experiences the negative. Also, the sad and hard times are beneficial and help you grow into a stronger and more rounded person.The grass is always greener - people who have never felt real love would no doubt trade places with you.My sister once told me - you know how to love and care for someone, dont underestimate the value in that.I pos'd her.
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i think my crazy dreams are more to do with my current mindset not the weed abstinence, love is f*cked, especially when its requited but there is something else stopping your seemingly complete happinessf*ck that something else, i feel like sh*t, no direction
ah right, im glad.for me its just the weed abstinence coz it happens most times i quit but doesnt last long. got me worried there
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Come home from gym yesterday see a £40 parking fine. I always park in this spot but apparently now i cant i was abit angry but took it in my strideive just come in from work a few mins ago after a long ass shift. see a letter for a next fine with picture evidence chattin sh*t from last week when i was coming thru kings x. n its for like £120 aint read it proper i feel like fainiting tbhthis ontop of all the f*cked up stress ive had over last 2 months. ive got some critical family issues atm n i cant get this sh*t off my chest to anyone i feel trapped n ive been lied toadd to this i managed to dead 3 links last week. absolutely devastated right nowpositive side got a new job.

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Ex Girl/Mother of my son is really trying my patience.she Asked if i could have our son on friday i said yes.She's going out later She meets me at my work, i take him, i get home, find out the next morning that she has under packed his bag, not enough clothes and other stuff.I inform her, tell her to pack his bag better as she is only affecting him not me, she doesn't like the criticism que ''f*ck offs you're a prick etc''.Apologizes via BB later.Speak to her later when im out and about small talk about stuff for my son, ask if i can have him again 2night, i say no. She asks why, i say i'm going out, asks where, i reply i dont know yet, asks with who, then i reply im not sure yet, i just know that im going out. Made this decision specifically because i wanted to go out last night but i didnt, she went to the same place i wanted to go to. So saturday night is mine. Que arguement about how this is why we will never be equal in regards to our importance in son's life and what we do, You (meaning me) can decide to do what you want, i cannot because i have him. I reply, yo are a mother, what do you expect, it's you that wanted us like this (separated) Know your role/ words to that effect but not rude words, just matter of fact.Hear the next ting: her, ''Im not coming for him, you have him'' Lock off phone convo. I done told her im going out. Go about my business, BB her later asking where she is, no reply, msg has been read, 2nd time i say ''Last time where are you'' she replys ''why''Me: so i can bring Elijah to youHer: SeenNo response after that.Mins go by, i send ''last time where are you'Her '' Last time, im not coming for him''Me: watchHer: okSon has an infection which has caused a rash and a cold, he is low of suitable clothes (she has moved into a flat of recent so majority of his stuff is there normally some stuff would be here) , more a mix and match ting, this was main reason why i could have come across as not ''polite'' when i bought her not packing his bag adequately to her attention initially. Her initial response to that was she was out when she asked me if i could have him. Im like so what, you equip him properly for night stay so if that means you go back to your yard, you go back to your yard. I get home from being out and about, i had left pc on and my fb on, i see a fb chat open with a msg from her using her cousins profile saying '' take it your not/dont want to go out then'' to which i dont reply.I have no problem looking after my son, we have fun, and i usually forget instantly the thing that i am missing out on / thing i would have been doing if he was not here. She wants to play games, i'll make hr never want to play any type of game again.

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Agree she's being a d*ckhead but you know your stories gotta be a bit biased.Obv I don't know the full situation but I woulda dun' the argument if it meant her taking the kid / me going out.
Obv it's my point of view.I had him, it turned into a min argument whist i was out and she switched it up with i aint coming for him. At that stage i dint know where she was or her plans for the rest of the day so nothing i could do, couldn't foresee her doing that either.
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Dunno.... I reckon if you just lied to her and said you had plans with so and so it wouldn't have seemed like you were being awkward. Minor lies to avoid confrontation and done the argument instead making it get heated.But that's if you're bless with telling minor lies like that (of course if you wanted to go out and you just had your son the night before you're entitled to have the night without an argument but you know who you're dealing with so you should know the easiest solution to the argument).

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Dunno.... I reckon if you just lied to her and said you had plans with so and so it wouldn't have seemed like you were being awkward. Minor lies to avoid confrontation and done the argument instead making it get heated.But that's if you're bless with telling minor lies like that (of course if you wanted to go out and you just had your son the night before you're entitled to have the night without an argument but you know who you're dealing with so you should know the easiest solution to the argument).
Yeah i hear that, but i thought she was just asking for curiosity sake/ see what im up to, not evaluate weather i she's views my plans as something she should try and wreck. If she gets jealous thats her biz, i don't try to make her jealous so more time ill tell truth.She's been moving bookie for a while. And normally i llow her, cos i will uslly choose my son over going out, but certain times i wanna go out, and make her know im his dad, not his babysitter. Carnival Monday she went out, i had him the sunday till monday night, she was meant to come for him from monday morning ended up asking me 2 drop her to her mums cos it will be inconvenient for her to come and get him so she can get ready. before (wasn't the last time ive seen him few times during this week). me wanting more time with him, i said id bring him, but she took the piss then
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This man has started to enter my dreams againevery time its the same thing - im about to tell him how i really feel, ive told him, im struggling to tell him and it never ends wellanytime i talk to him irl im on this brudda fam tip so as not to alert suspicion of my true feelingss a d

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out of no where after not speakin for a long time, he hollard said he was near me an we shuold link i was like yh, ECSTATIC then he floppedso that actually prompted me along with some other factors to change my number i dnt know what i want regarding this guy, so i keep it distantthese are feelings i dnt kno how to cope with

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