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Michel Kane

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I feel like sh*t.Had to meet up with my ex breifly to get some last belongings and she triggered some strange feelings...
Havent shaken this feeling all day.Ive been thinking about this and its simple: I still miss her...I am still me, she is still she, the person, face, personality, that I fell in love with. Basically we spoke on the phone the other day (calling to ask if I was ok after the crazyguywithknife incident) and I remembered I had some things to get back from her. She lives very close so I agreed to meet her at a pub beside her flat. On the phone I noticed it didnt...hurt...to talk to her like it once did, I even wanted to make conversation/find out how things are going. I managed to bite my tounge during the call, but when we met up we got chatting - I geniunely was interested to hear how her dad, sister, brothers, career, band etc were going and she was likewise (I was having a drink in the bar and she asked if I wanted company)......I wont bore you with more of the details of the conversation.We spoke for about an hour and, I really enjoyed it, we actually had a laugh (?), but I felt sh*t immediately after. Im trying to make sense of this and Im thinking something like, we got on well because there are less feelings there and, that reminded me of what I/we used to have?I dont love her, or want her, but I definately miss what we had.I didnt say anything moist to her, which was Im sure the best thing to do, saved that stuff for you guys.
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I feel like sh*t.Had to meet up with my ex breifly to get some last belongings and she triggered some strange feelings...
I didnt say anything moist to her, which was Im sure the best thing to do, saved that stuff for you guys.
so in other words, we want to the "moist" things You have to say more than she does?kl/in answer to the question, You need a new girl / new batch of links before You can be her friend properly
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I feel like sh*t.Had to meet up with my ex breifly to get some last belongings and she triggered some strange feelings...
I didnt say anything moist to her, which was Im sure the best thing to do, saved that stuff for you guys.
so in other words, we want to *HEAR/READ?* the "moist" things You have to say more than she does?kl/in answer to the question, You need a new girl / new batch of links before You can be her friend properly
I care not if you want to or not but I appreciate your advice.I'm not sure about a new girl, theres a couple of decent girls I can take out but, dont want to start seeing someone else. I still miss having a girl and want to be content being single before I start seeing someone else. "My own life plus girl" not "my life with girl" if you get me. Wasnt head strong starting my last relationship, fell deep for that girl FAST. Thats dangerous and not to be repeated.Workin on the links too. Dont want to be her friend, I dont think. May not ever be possible, being my first real love and all that. Just thinking about today and tring to make sense of thoughts etc.
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Mine and ur life is VERY similar Skola...similar thing happened to me to/Antivent....my 19yr old sister finally found herself a p/t job and passed her driving test. Very proud big sister.
Yeah? Im not surprised tbh I have noticed a lot of similarities in our journeys hence why I was banging on about the jogging the other day :D/contrats to your sister. cant imagine being let loose driving legally at 19. never mind 16 like in the states. madness would occur
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Skola, misunderstood, thought You wanted to carry on havin these convos wid her but without the feelings afterwardsthat case, You got Yo sh*t back, she got hers, no need 2 communicategood luck wid da links, member it's a ratios game so try every girl You like that You see.

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Skola, misunderstood, thought You wanted to carry on havin these convos wid her but without the feelings afterwardsthat case, You got Yo sh*t back, she got hers, no need 2 communicategood luck wid da links, member it's a ratios game so try every girl You like that You see.
oh right nah nah nah that might happen in the future, but not something im concerned with tbhjust was feeling crap and trying to understand why / what it meantyo gets a capital Y aswell :D
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>>>>>>>>>>>getting a txt from a old friendits even worse when you know hes being accused of rape and he doesnt know you knowim asking what you been up to like some d*ckheadawkwardthis could be one for how times changed threadseems like just yesterday we were 8/9/10 years old kicking ball on the road.sad times.

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